If you are reading this blog it is probably because you are frantically searching the internet trying to find out as much as you can about this crazy thing called homeschooling. Your head is probably spinning. I know, I was you not too long ago. You are probably spending hours and hours searching the internet for websites, curriculum, and blogs. Like me you may have checked out every book my library had about homeschooling. When I did this, I got very good at skimming. For me this lasted about 2 years.

Beginning in year 3 the spinning may start to slow. Around this time, I started thinking maybe I should stop searching and reading and actually use some of the ideas I was finding with my kids. And I realized that my husband might actually want to spend time with me instead of seeing me glued to the computer or with my nose in a book. By this time I was addicted. Could I really homeschool without being a member of 25 yahoo groups? If I stopped searching the internet would I miss out on a great new resource?

Now in year 4 (technically we are in our 6th year of homeschooling, but the first 2 years I didn’t know about all of the homeschool websites, curriculum, and blogs – ah, ignorance was bliss!) I have finally felt confident that I can do this. I have unsubscribed from all but 3 yahoo groups. I have deleted bookmarks of websites that I know I am never going to use. I have limited my blog reading to a handful that I either really like or really find useful. I don’t frantically examine every curriculum that crosses my path. If I am happy with what we are doing for math, history, etc. why do I need to spend time looking at something else?

Sure, I still have a ways to go. I may have deleted 1000 book marks, but I kept 1000 that I will probably never refer to “just in case”. I still read the digests of the 3 yahoo groups even though I rarely get anything out of them. But one day someone may mention the perfect homeschool resource that I would just be lost if I didn’t know about…

Yes, I have taken off the training wheels, but sometimes I still need someone to hold onto the back of the seat and give me a little push and some days I can ride by myself, but I like it when others show me the cool trails they have ridden on because I may enjoy riding on them, too.

So, new homeschooler right now your head may be spinning, but eventually you will find your balance. And even then you may feel wobbly, but only for a while. Pretty soon, it will be a smooth road with just an occasional pothole. You can do this, just don’t forget to enjoy the ride!